I am a long way travelled...

it's been slow lately, which leads me to think more and write more...so to speak...

of laziness and complacency
My laziness has hit an all-time high. I have not run at all since the Nike Human Race way back in October. I gotta say it's a tad disconcerting; the only other cardio I've been getting is playing basketball. I always psyche myself up and get ready to go...I've even gone so far as to get ready and start stretching...and then, the motivation just collapses on itself and I end up doing, nothing. Ugh, it's pathetic. Yet, I know how pathetic it is and I'm still not driven to do it. What the hell is goin on? Well, the futility ends tonight...I'm leaving work early to go running before our basketball game tonight. It must be done, or else, I'll just feel all the more pathetic. Envision the goal, and work for it. I need to lose about 7 pounds...or else, well I don't know or else what...but I need to lose 7 pounds. Chugga Chugga Chugga!!! Time to get on the energy train! woo hoo! (that's me tryin to get myself motivated again...)

of christmas past and present
I don't know why, but for some reason, the holiday season always gets me in the reminiscing mood, lookin back years upon years of life, and everything that has transpired since...crazy to see just how much has happened throughout life so far. And to be where I'm at, to me, it's even crazier. I think it might be the "classic" feel of all the holiday music...it's like it signals that fog that comes in the movies when the character starts to have flashbacks and stuff.

Thought of the day
Aim high in your career but stay humble in your heart